I wish

I wish that I could be who I want to be. I wish that I could be motivated. I wish that I could be skinny. I wish that I could wear the clothes I want. I wish I could be beautiful I wish that I could play the guitar better. I wish that I could actually sing. I wish I cared about school. I wish someone would like me. I wish that I could write, or paint, or actually take nice photos. I wish that everything would work out with my family. I wish I didn’t live where I do. I wish that we could have money. I wish that my friends would be proud of me. I wish that my Dad could get better. I wish that I was actually going somewhere in life. I wish that I wasn’t a failure. 

I wish I wasn’t me.